AUTOBIOGRAPHY IN FIVE SHORT CHAPTERS

I

I walk down the street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk
I fall in.
I am lost … I am helpless.
It isn’t my fault.
It takes me forever to find a way out.

II

I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I pretend I don’t see it.
I fall in again.
I can’t believe I am in the same place
but, it isn’t my fault.
It still takes a long time to get out.

III

I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I see it is there.
I still fall in … it’s a habit.
my eyes are open
I know where I am.
It is my fault.
I get out immediately.

IV

I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I walk around it.

V

I walk down another street.

 

 

by Portia Nelson

 

A tête-à-tête with GOD

God: Hello. Did you call me?
Me: Called you? No, who is this?
God: This is GOD. I heard your prayers. So I thought I will chat.
Me: I do pray. Just makes me feel good. I am actually busy now. I am in the midst of something.
God: What are you busy at? Ants are busy too.
Me: Don’t know. But I can’t find free time. Life has become hectic. It’s rush hour all the time.
God: Sure. Activity gets you busy. But productivity gets you results.
Activity consumes time. Productivity frees it.
Me: I understand. But I still can’t figure out. By the way, I was not expecting YOU to buzz me on instant messaging chat.
God: Well I wanted to resolve your fight for time, by giving you some clarity. In this net era,

I wanted to reach you through the med ium you are comfortable with.
Me: Tell me, why has life become complicated now?
God: Stop analyzing life. Just live it. Analysis is what makes it complicated.
Me: Why are we then constantly unhappy?
God: Your today is the tomorrow that you worried about yesterday. You are worrying because you are analyzing.

Worrying has become your habit. That’s why you are not happy.
Me: But how can we not worry when there is so much uncertainty?
God: Uncertainty is inevitable, but worrying is optional.
Me: But then, there is so much pain due to uncertainty.
God: Pain is inevitable, but suffering is optional.
Me: If suffering is optional, why do good people always suffer?
God: Diamond cannot be polished without friction. Gold cannot be purified without fire. Good people go through trials, but

don’t suffer. With that experience their life becomes better not bitter.
Me: You mean to say such experience is useful?
God: Yes. In every term, Experience is a hard teacher. She gives the test first and the lessons afterwards.
Me: But still, why should we go through such tests? Why can’t we be free from problems?
God: Problems are Purposeful Roadblocks Offering Beneficial Lessons to
Enhance Mental Strength. Inner strength comes from struggle and endurance, not when you are free from problems.
Me: Frankly in the midst of so many problems, we don’t know where we are heading.
God: If you look outside you will not know where you are heading. Look inside. Looking outside, you dream. Looking

inside, you awaken. Eyes provide sight. Heart provides insight.
Me: Sometimes not succeeding fast seems to hurt more than moving in the right direction. What should I do?
God: Success is a measure as decided by others. Satisfaction is a measure as decided by you. Knowing the road ahead

is more satisfying than knowing you rode ahead. You work with the compass. Let others work with the clock.
Me: In tough times, how do you stay motivated?
God: Always look at how far you have come rather than how far you have to go. Always count your blessing, not what you are missing.
Me: What surprises you about people?
God: When they suffer they ask, “why me?” When they prosper, they never ask “Why me”. Everyone wishes to have truth on

their side, but few want to be on the side of the truth.
Me: Sometimes I ask, who am I, why am I here. I can’t get the answer.
God: Seek not to find who you are, but to determine who you want to be.
Stop looking for a purpose as to why you are here. Create it. Life is not a process of discovery

but a process of creation.
Me: How can I get the best out of life?
God: Face your past without regret. Handle your present with confidence. Prepare for the future without fear.
Me: One last question. Sometimes I feel my prayers are not answered.
God: There are no unanswered prayers. At times the answer is NO.
Me: Thank you for this wonderful chat. I am so happy to start the day with a new sense of inspiration.
God: Well, Keep the faith and drop the fear. Don’t believe your doubts and doubt your beliefs. Life is a mystery to solve not a problem to resolve. Trust me. Life is wonderful if you know how to live.

Baby Come Get Some

Baby it Dont Matter,
Anyone Can See The Signs,
I caught you looking over, with just a little bit of a smile,
You tell him that you love him, while im running through your mind.
Cos i know, that you know, your cover will blow it’s only a matter of time.

It’s Not My Style, to try an cheat and lie, why do you santify something that already died.
I’ve got something that i realise.

I aint gonna shout it from the rooftops honey,
Tell me i’m the only one,
Kick em to the curb and baby dont stop running,
Tell me how you gonna come get some.

Did you ever ask yourself the question
‘Where the hell did i go wrong?’
Cos you know when it’s true,
I’ll be waiting for you,
So tell me how you gonna come, come
Come Get Some.

All those words your wasting,
Trying to tell yourself you need more time,
But whats the point in faking,
When you know your’ll never make it right.
You say your head is blurry but i cant get you out of mine.
I don’t mean to cause pressure,
but i just cant let ya,
go on while your living this lie.

It’s not my style,
To let this pass me by,
Why do you santify something thats already died.

I’ve got something that i realise,
I aint gonna shout it from the rooftops honey,
Tell me i’m the only one,
Kick em to the curb and baby dont stop running,
Tell me how you gonna come get some.

Did you ever ask yourself the question
‘Where the hell did i go wrong?’
Cos you know when it’s true,
I’ll be waiting for you,
So tell me how you gonna come, come
Come Get Some.

Pushed out and waiting,
Blackedout and fading,
Flaked out and shaking,
Just breaking for you
Freaked out and pacing,
I just cant go on like this forever.

Cyber Apocalypse

Early on the morning of Friday (3rd) ,before even the alarm could ring,Archie called me, I was in a great dream where I was on a date with Salma Hayek, the wee hours call disturbed my long 8 hrs sleep, She was very xcited ,I know what she is gonna tell me , It was about the Virus code named Kyaex or some thing like that,she’s been telling me about this since a quite few dayz . Yup I was correct , She told me that again , but a bit more , asked me not turn on the system whole the day or at least not to get online this day. Whattttttttt a whole day with out internet , I can face hell , but not a day like this. I quickly grumbled “OK” , I didn’t wanted to hear any thing more disgusting. But ,when I was surfing the TV I could see more disgusting , thing the so called affected, almost a 80,000 pc’s in INDIA , Man … tht’s a pretty big no for a country like INDIA. I could feel the chill in my spin .

I was wondering what would happen after a decade , when all the gizmos are connected , I mean the TV, Computer, Music Sys, Radio, Mobile Phone and all which one need to survive , and a deadly virus affected every thing with a single stroke, Ah……………….. I will waked up at 2′0 clock in the morning as my calendar will be a prey for the virus, I will be not given access even to get in to loo(Arggg… that could be the worst feeling one could ever have) as all the doors in the house are connected to central locking system which inturn connected to the home server, I can’t have my break fast as b’coz all the bread has been baked at 500 degree centigrade, be coz of the bad command from the cooking module of my home server. I should be talking a public transport to get in to my office as my car is stuck in the garage, Mind You I have been to work with out bath, and at work there’s gonna be a mess, the coffee vending serves me cappuccino instead of chocolate , all the mails say Hey u got a mess. oh man that’s gonna be a CYBER APOCALYPSE.

The Love’s Story

Every one says Love is blind and mad.
I really don’t know why do they say that?
I asked many people my friends, my cousins
and even my sis that why do they say love is blind and mad
NO ANSWER.
MOURNING SILENCE……………………….
Echo of my voice but still…………..
NO ANSWER……
What’s this … I tried to search in the internet but it was a fools
Paradise . Books ? no answer again

Poor love says it’s Mad and Blind but no one knows why.
Then I decided to ask LOVE itself and tell the answer to this
Stupid world .

BUT…………………………..
Where to find LOVE …?

How moron am I , what’s Love tht’s in me, my heart ,
Every man’s heart, every woman’s heart And every living being’s soul
On this planet………

Then I started to think about my Question..
“why is LOVE blind and mad”, ok now ,
I decided to write my own story, a beautiful story, a imaginative story,
A story which gives answers to my question…

Let me start it……

Long long ago, so long ago no ones how long ago..
There was no man ,no woman, the world was only of beautiful
Nature of birds and animals,
In that world there lived friends named Mad, Bad
Jealous, Envy, Truth, False, Good, Anger, Beauty, Pity,
Peace, Ugly and LOVE…
They were very good friends,
Very Very close friends..they lived together ,
Played together and carped together
They lived in daze
They danced in Gaze…
Once they played hide and seek ..
All they friends decided to make “Mad” and other to Hide.
Mad closed it’s eyes and started counting numbers
Every one was hasty, every one started to hide..

Truth hid behind Fire….
Ugly had a hideous place to hid…….
Good hid behind the heart,
Bad had a place there before Truth……..
Beauty hid in Flower….
Jealous found a place in humans heart,
Envy accompanied him.
Peace found a pigeons heart.

Mad Is counting down the numbers 9,8,7,6……
Every one hid , but LOVE had no place to hide.
At last love hid behind a Rose bramble…

Mad stopped counting, opened it’s eyes,
Every one hid except Pity. Mad asked pity why it didn’t hid
Pity said “I felt pity on you.”
Mad laughed and searched for others
. One by one every one was caught except LOVE.
Mad became mad , It screamed at every one ..
Jealous became jealous about Love..
It whispered the place where Love hid to the Mad,
Mad with aggression , started reckoning the Rose Bramble
With a stick……..
Suddenly there as a loud scream,
It was Love’s..
It slowly came out of the thorny Roses.
Every was shocked because both LOVE’s
Eyes were hurt , it became “BLIND”……

Now, Love needs a partner
To accompany through the journey of Life
But who..? Who will accompany her..?

It asked every one ..
Good said it had bad so I’m sorry,
Pity said it had to go with Envy..
Anger said it had to control Peace..
And
Truth had his own friend False..
Every one had their own reasons..

Then ‘Mad’ came forward and said
“I will accompany Love”
Every one agreed and since then their friendship remained
Untill now and will be forever….

~ That’s all folks ~

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Gist of Life

GIST OF BHAGAVAD GITA

Whatever has happened is for good.

Whatever is happening is going on well.

Whatever will happen that will be for good.

Why are you repenting for whatever
You have loss?

Have you brought anything with
You?
Which you have Lost ?

Have you produced Anything
That is destroyed.

Whatever u have Gain U obtained from here,
What ever you Gave,What YOU gave here

Whatever Belongs to U Today Yester day
Belonged to someone.

It may belong to some one Day after

“CHANGE IS THE RULE OF NATURE”

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